[TrinityLives]

Though I know this is a computer world I still feel that since we all share our intimate details in life that I would bring this here as well. I do feel that there are many of us here that look out for one another.

I have been praying for quite sometime on this issue. Crying out to God to let me know what He would have me do.

I saw my Doctor and started medication again. The strange thing is that they say that it usually takes weeks before you feel better, but for me within 24 hours I feel so much better then I have in almost a month.

Today is the first day I haven't cried or been overly angry about something....

This leads me to think that I must truly have a chemical imbalance.

I know that not all people who take meds are forgoing their relationship with God. I know that some truly need these meds and it is a God send.

But because there isnt a test , yet, to say for sure its not like diabetes where they say " yeah you need this take it". Its a guessing game and its a hidden one at that.

So I want to be honest here with my brothers and sisters who take the time to pray for me, guide me and encourage.... I believe I was led back to medication, and I believe I am one of the many who will need it for most of my life.....

Thank you all for your input and as always I have no problem talking with anyone who is struggling... PM if you'd like


Your Sister in Christ