First stop and breathe in, breathe out.
What promises has God made to you that you think he's broken? Do you think you might have assumed anything on God's part as a promise? Have you kept up your end of the bargain?
Do you have a Godly mentor that you talk to regularly? If not, you soooo need one to talk with and bounce ideas off. If you don't I would suggest our CCF Pastor DMcKay. He's a Godly man with loads of wisdom, that I have loads of respect for.
My inbox is always open too if you need to talk.
