It sounds to me like the "real" you is coming out...one that wants to walk with Christ. You know what is good for you and I think you'll make the right choices. Unfortunately being new in faith you are going to have temptations (actually, you'll have temptations even if you're not new in faith). And my thoughts on friends...if they are true friends (and I mean no disrespect to your friends), they wont put you down or try to get you to stray from your belief and faith in the Lord.
You're in my prayers.
