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Originally Posted by silentpoet
What is your biggest day to day struggle with being single? How is God helping you in this area? What progress are you making? Or what would it take for you to see progress in this struggle?
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Not having someone to share my life with...
And vice versa...
I have my friends of course...
But I mean share my life on a level that can only be attained in an intimate relationship with someone you love...
This is my fault...
So I just deal with it...
I could find someone...
But I have reservations just jumping into another relationship at present...
Due to the fact that my priorities have changed since turning to Christ...
i.e. I want to involve myself to someone who is a believer...
This has changed my whole potential relationship dynamic...
And a lot of it has to do with the fact that due to some of the self-destructive behaviours I was engaged in my last relationship...
I treated my last gf rather poorly...
(would like to add...
When I say treated her rather poorly...
I don't mean I beat her or anything like that...
I just neglected her feelings...
And I know she loved me...
But due to circumstances at the time...
I just not could reciprocate that love to her...
I wouldn't spend time with her when she wanted me to...
If we had a day that we could be together...
And the subject came up of us spending time together...
I was out the door and the down the road drinking with my mates...
And I know that it hurt it her...
And it was a direct result of decisions I had made...
And the way I was living... )
There are a lot of factors...
I am just going to keep asking God to lead me to right woman...
And her to me...
That is all I know to do atm...