searching for a feeling can be very misleading. You may actually be very close to God spiritually yet not feel it and on the other hand you can feel very close to God when you are actually very far away. Instead of focusing on feeling something during worship, focus on worshiping God from your heart, self examination, and meditating on His word to know Him and His truth and living as you know you ought to. This is what will keep you healthy spiritually. and i will pray that you will continue to grow in the Lord
