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You need someone to talk to Robert. Look into help and consider AA. You cannot walk alone. Talk to a friend, relative , pastor, someone.

3 years ago in November right after Thanksgiving, but before Christmas, me and my brother were sharing a Condo. He was an Alcoholic and he used drugs. I had been upset at him, because I suspected he was using again and I was not down with living in a Condo with him in that condition, because I was back in school and trying to move ahead in life, well I moved out. It was on a saturday Morning, On Sunday I recieved a strange phonecall on my cell, it was the state police. The message sounded ominous, the message said to call State police officer So and So. I called and the news I recieved left me numb, they found my brother alone in his bed, he was dead. All the years of booze and drugs had caught up with him. He died all alone in his sleep from an overdose. His alledged friend that was witrth him at the time, he was recovering from a major car crash where he was left crippled for life. He was drunk behind the wheel.
Robert, if your boozing at work and driving drunk, those are alarm bells. Get help whilst you can still hear the bells. I grew up with a lot of drunks, I knew friends who are now homless, others dead. Go talk to someone.